Reflections on Navigating My Musical Development

Reflections on Navigating My Musical Development

Back when I was a student immersed in the world of music, I had this insatiable urge to absorb everything in sight. It was as if I thought mastering every technique, concept, and riff at once would result in instant greatness. In retrospect, it is almost amusing how I used to chase after such a dizzying array of musical elements.

As the years went by, my perspective shifted. Gradually, I began to realize that diving headfirst into every nook and cranny wasn’t necessarily the most effective approach. It was a subtle realization, like a quiet nod from experience, guiding me to a more focused path.

In my early days, I would find myself stretching my abilities to cover as much ground as possible – scales, chords, tricks, techniques – you name it. I was eager to become a virtuoso and claim ownership of the entire musical landscape. Nonetheless, amidst the chaos of my eager pursuits, I discovered a nugget of insight that changed my approach.

This insight was simple: depth trumps breadth. Instead of spreading myself thin, I decided to channel my energy into mastering just one or two things at a time. Transitioning from my scattered strategy to a more targeted one wasn’t without its challenges.

It felt like focusing on one skill while ignoring others was like trying to walk on a tightrope. However, as I immersed myself in this new approach, I began to notice a different type of progress. Instead of overwhelming myself with a slew of projects, I began to make genuine progress in the areas I chose to concentrate on.

It was like watching a puzzle come together piece by piece.

Today, I find myself in a more contented state of pursuit. The frenetic race to capture everything has given way to a more deliberate pursuit of depth. I have shifted from seeking quantity to valuing quality, focusing on one or two profound aspects each year that truly resonate with my musical identity.

The echoes of my student self linger in this journey of refined progress. The desire to improve remains, tempered by the wisdom of experience. Looking back, I have realized that for me, true growth is not about amassing a plethora of skills; it is about nurturing the few that align with my musical essence.